Maulid Akbar MTDM 1439H

Hye, Assalamualaikum!

I just wanna express my kind of sorrow feelings, heartbreaking or maybe tend to be depressed hahaha okay no joke.

I kinda feel depressed when I can't attend to Maulid Akbar MTDM for this year because of some problems.

Basically, MTDM will be organised Maulid Akbar at the end of the year since the purpose of that event is to celebrate together the birth of Prophet Muhamad s.a.w in Rabiul'awwal.

This is the poster for this year's event. Everyone is welcomed!

I was asking myself. Why must I feel this kind of feeling while it's an annual event. If I could'nt join that, I can even go there next year, isn't? hahaha

but yeah I'm still feel sad and depressed because you know I've already did some plans with my friends, Nabihah, Rauda, Fatehah, Aini and Sakina but it was totally ruined...

I do believe that there must be something hikmah behind it. We as a human can only plan but Allah is the one who can decide on it.

I do believe as well that our rizq to attend the event maybe not this year and inshaaAllah we have the chance to attend it next year. Aamiin ya Allah, always praying for the best.

actually, I'd intend to attend because I have my purpose. So, what's my purpose?

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Lately, i felt very "futur". You know "futur"?

Futur is kind of a feeling of losing something even without you realize it.

Yeah I feel that...

I really need some inspirations and motivations to support me even I know that Allah s.w.t is always be there for me but I really need the spirit of yearning the Akhirah. The spirit of loving Allah s.w.t and Rasulullah s.a.w.

I know that people might think, we can gain our feeling of love towards Allah s.w.t and Prophet Muhammad s.a.w with any kinds of means without need to attend any events. We can gain the feelings by ourselves.

Yeah I know and I understand. But as mentioned earlier, I'm futur. I need support and I was thinking if I attend the event, listening to the maulid and qasidah, listening to the tausiyah, I can really feel relieve. That was my first thought.

But I went through one of the hikmah I could'nt attend it, I considered that what people think is true, like really true without any doubts.

Why need to find any other support and motivation, hanging up to them while you can find it by yourself with the inner peace.

Yep, I think it's not about futur or what but it's about myself. I need to find the inner peace by my own without depending on something you can't effort with. Why need to burden yourself?

I felt relieved now and start to accept the faith that Allah s.w.t has been decided. Perhaps, this might be the best result for my friends and I :'))

So, to cheer up myself, I wanna share some photos of us when was our first time attended the Maulid Akbar event.